as always, y'all are hearing it hear first. much love to my Patreon Crew for the continued and new support. i love y'all dearly.
—MRS. XTHINA
2025-09-05 00:41:09 +0000 UTC View Post
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this reaction is the only one that's popping out of hiatus to go on YouTube. it's important for me to share my grief as much as i can becaus...
hey Patreon Crew. please tell me that y’all are doing well.🙏🏼
one good news i have is that my grandpa has been discharged to recover at home now. the doctor informed us that he is experiencing a minor case of appendicitis, and for us...
2025-07-23 16:40:31 +0000 UTC View PostI really hope y’all are doing MUCH better than my family and I have been.
The past week has been very rough, like as if this year hasn’t already been marked as the worst with Chris’s passing. First, Chris’s aunt has been in and out o...
2025-07-21 19:49:14 +0000 UTC View Post
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i'm in the stage of my forever grief where i learn to embrace the pockets of good moments in my life, and Twice gave me NINE pockets with this one. i love them so much. i'm THRILLED for the album.
—MRS. XTHIN...
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i hope my take of what i felt was necessary isn't considered "controversial", because i totally think it was needed for the magic of THIS COMEBACK.
—MRS. XTHINA
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ps. took me one listen after reacting to realize that my favorite vocal part of Hot was Yunjin's voice... another case of widow brain.🥲
—MRS. XTHINA
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ps. btw, my memory got mixed up and the performance from the concert that had me jaw-dropped was their left right remix, not in the rain. my bad, widow brain.🥲
—MRS. XTHINA
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these layers of Jennie is LIKE JENNIE for me. i can't wait to see what the rest of her album sounds like. handlebars has me in a specific chokehold that i can't describe.
—MRS. XTHINA
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vibes for days with these. i would've loved to have seen fire choreography for 'when i'm with you'. considering the fact that i'm on daily blood thinners, i shouldn't be surprised if i have bruises on my hips from thi...
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Rose does it again, 'it' being getting me all in my feels along with the M/V location being exactly in the same place where Chris and i last traveled to and also, where he proposed. so much feels.
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yes, the title for this video is NOT what it seems. y'all will see. i checked out "Debut", "Touch", and "Gnarly" for my first-time experience for this vibrant group.
btw, i figured out why i mistakened them to be...
2025-06-18 21:46:37 +0000 UTC View Post
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thanks for bearing with my up and down emotions beforehand. y'all were right— this was definitely a movie-like trailer, i'm so glad i tuned in.
—MRS. XTHINA
I’m very emotional today, but I’ve been since February 24th when he got sick so what’s new.
I’m praying for his peace.
I’m praying that he’s still with me.
I’m praying that we’ll be together again.
I’m pra...
2025-06-12 16:37:03 +0000 UTC View Post
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hey Patreon Crew. i hope y'all are well, as always. i do chat a bit in the beginning before i get to the reaction and i don't plan to do any edits. y'all are getting the real OG, who is a forever grieving per...
a genuine check-in with my crew. much love to y'all who are still here while i'm still struggling, crying, and quetioning my existence everyday.
—thina
My husband, best friend, soulmate, and my everything Chris Lue has flown free to a better place yesterday, March 5, 2025 at 10:20pm after putting up a hell of a fight for 10 days. He developed severe pneumonia in both of his lungs and sepsis in hi...
2025-03-06 21:52:46 +0000 UTC View Post
He got pneumonia in both of his lungs post-flu and is showing signs of sepsis as well.
We’re waiting on bloodwork results to see how much infection has gotten into his bloodstream. He is currently on a ventilator to breathe for him to give...
2025-03-03 19:02:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Hey Patreon Crew, my “brb” is delayed just a bit more. Chris was seemingly getting better so I had a full day of filming and right in the middle of editing, his temperature spiked up to 103° even while being on antibiotics and fever-reducing ...
2025-02-28 21:13:04 +0000 UTC View Post
SUP MY PATREON CREW.🏴☠️ I really hope that y’all have been doing well, especially way better than I’ve been this month. It’s been a lot. I’ll be fine, I always aim to be, but it doesn’t change the fact that February has been ki...
2025-02-26 00:27:04 +0000 UTC View Post
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2025-02-16 05:28:12 +0000 UTC View Post
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2025-02-16 04:36:43 +0000 UTC View Postfor Captains, Captain Jack Sparrows
MY ENDING FEELINGS:
(spoiler alert!!!)
I'll likely do a highlights video of the show for my YouTube and I'll film an ending thoughts of how I feel about S4, but it'll b...
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*at this point of the show, I already see our main couples completed solid in their stances of confirmation for each other. I do feel for our barista boy, but honestly, even if he had expressed himself ea...
SUP MY PATREON CREW?!🏴☠️ How's everyone's February been so far? Our idols have been in full effect! At least that's what it feels like to me, mainly because G-DRAGON is having his official comeback at the end of the month. I'm not seate...
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2025-02-13 01:34:56 +0000 UTC View Postfor Sailors, Mateys, Captains, Captain Jack Sparrows
LIST:
—ITZY Holiday special "Be My Baby" Wonder Girls cover
—Chaeryeong "21" OST (Who Is She)
—Yeji "Think About You" OST (Think About You)
—Lia "Why Not" OST (The Fie...
for Captains, Captain Jack Sparrows
*alriiiiight so, at this point, I'm more convinced of my theory of why we're getting even more into one-main-character story here hahah- but being an avid watcher of shows like Love Is Blind, I'm aware th...
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*sooo it IS the edit! Jeongsu totally won points for me with this one, he was so kind and considerate at Paradise with my favorite girl of the season. I do wish that the edit was distributed evenly, I fee...
