Some of you really like my feet. No shame, to each their own… but I hope this close-up of my scars gives you a visual.
Before my car turned upside down on itself, I flew out of the windshield. Thank God I wasn't wearing a seatbelt because oth...
… because I'm crying in this cold weather.! But it will keep me young forever so I guess it's a good reasonable exchange?!
I have to get out of the house tomorrow, like I MUST, I can't stay home like a hibernating bear cub, because I h...
2022-11-30 04:05:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Did you know that when I was around three years old my blue eyes, at least the one on my left, turned a golden brown hazel color? If you look close there is still a slice of blue in it!
I fucking love you all.
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PS I'm uploading foo...
2022-11-29 05:54:33 +0000 UTC View Post
I think fishnets make everything look better. And, they remind me of my Washington state home by the Ocean. For all you know, I'm just a mermaid going through some major changes.
Also… I'll share more about this later… but what do we thi...
2022-11-29 05:43:50 +0000 UTC View Post
This post is for somebody awesome who requested a FaceTime call and I can't figure out how to send photos through messages!
Sidenote: for FaceTime calls I have other options that are more casual as well!
L-O-V-E,
e!
2022-11-28 17:59:29 +0000 UTC View Post
When you're paralyzed, it's difficult to stay warm. Often times I'll have my heater going full blast in my little room and in a sweater and still feel tingling this pain. A lot of people take a drug called baclofen to help prevent spasms and gabap...
2022-11-28 00:45:54 +0000 UTC View PostI am offering FREE unlimited FaceTime calls 5 to 15 minutes Long for those of you who have subscribed to scandalous.
The main reason for these calls is so that we can Connect more and I can answer any questions you might have about quadriple...
2022-11-27 18:28:58 +0000 UTC View Post
Singing has always been a constant for me, so relearning how to sing on a ventilator after singing so easily before pre-injury is a challenge to say the least. My voice has been getting stronger on a ventilator though as far as singing goes and I'...
2022-11-27 04:30:44 +0000 UTC View Post
I really need to start exercising on the stand up machine and FES bikes again at Craig hospital in their gym, because I want to get stronger in my legs and quads. I get so depressed around this time of year all the way up until New Year's. I cry m...
2022-11-26 07:02:38 +0000 UTC View Post
… first of all… Vimeo sucks… I uploaded a 20 minute video and they would only let me post a 10 minute video. Most of the 20 minutes was after the real ACT ahem, mostly just me talking about my sex life before my injury. I lived in Seattle Wa...
2022-11-25 04:51:28 +0000 UTC View Post
… And made a very special video!
It just so happens I'll be uploading it on the national holiday even though I do not go along with this one for obvious reasons… I'm sure some of you understand. This land we are on is haunted and the...
2022-11-24 05:10:11 +0000 UTC View Post
Up in the massage chair for almost two hours! This time I had no panic at all and was able to just keep breathing when I started feeling stressed.
This kind of therapy it's so important even for very high-level injuries like mine, because it...
2022-11-23 20:49:40 +0000 UTC View Post
How was it possible to be comforted and turned on at the same time gazing into someone's eyes?
She didn't care, she held his stare and without knowing gave him a peculiar comfort he had been seeking. Fuck it she thought I can't keep from fal...
2022-11-23 02:14:18 +0000 UTC View Post
WHEW this took me like three tries to make using Vimeo create with voice access alone. I'm laying here in bed and it's past midnight and I feel quite proud that nobody helped me with this… all day long I can't do anything independently because w...
2022-11-22 07:24:17 +0000 UTC View Post
I am grateful to be alive, some days it's just really hard or let me say cumbersome directing my care so specifically every moment of the day.
Because we are down one caregiver, Yvonne has been taking on extra shifts even though of all peopl...
2022-11-21 04:15:50 +0000 UTC View Post
If you are not subscribed to scandalous, this doesn't apply to you… but it might at some point so I'm sharing it with everyone…
I'm now offering FaceTime calls in telegram, with the option of just a normal friendly call or a more advance...
2022-11-20 06:21:42 +0000 UTC View Post
I have a large vibrator we use on my back, but today we used it somewhere else;)
I came so hard my blood pressure went up to 132/90. It's normally 95/75 as a reference.
I'd love to film what it looks like because I spasm like crazy… ...
2022-11-20 05:46:57 +0000 UTC View Post
I'll be getting a microphone soon so it will be easier to hear me for videos like this.
I was recently talking with an able bodied guy who was interested in me. He had a misconception of what polyamory means and claimed he could never be Sha...
2022-11-20 04:52:01 +0000 UTC View Post
Depending on how energized my caregiver is feeling , we may be making some more scandalous content this weekend.…
Might be playing around with my vibration;)
2022-11-19 05:32:22 +0000 UTC View Post
There's something about a man who says Mmm elle that really gets me…
I'm having a really tough day and I had an accident in my wheelchair which was very embarrassing for me anyway and I couldn't take any sexy pictures so here's one I revis...
2022-11-19 05:22:46 +0000 UTC View Post
Who knew there would be so many decisions to make as a quadriplegic!
Urethral catheter's versus suprapubic catheters.
Autonomic dysreflexia which happens because my body cannot regulate normal bodily functions such as alerting me of pa...
2022-11-18 23:53:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Trying out a new way to make videos;)
It's extremely snowing today so we canceled my urology appointment because I really don't do well in subzero temperatures! So far my bladder has been doing pretty good lately, I am still getting a lot of...
2022-11-18 21:15:12 +0000 UTC View Post
There's not a whole lot of physical therapy that I can do as someone with a very high-level spinal cord injury.
However, my neck strength has gotten a lot better in the past year, although obviously you can see my neck is still very crooked ...
2022-11-18 04:41:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Funny fact, I actually don't like llamas. As a young adult I took care of several farm animals and horses in my neighborhood, in rural Northern California,… including llamas who liked to spit. I never met a nice llama. Alpacas, on the other hand...
2022-11-18 04:15:50 +0000 UTC View Post
Currently: hibernating and about to watch Game of Thrones…
I'm not a fan of winter so I just keep my room super hot…
It might be the best form of denial.
For those of you who have subscribed to my second level TIER I am now offering FaceTime calls!
Depending on the amount of questions you have, I'm starting them off as 5 to 10 minute calls, with the option to go longer. Obviously if you want ...
2022-11-17 21:14:49 +0000 UTC View Post
