just some midnight sadness
Added 2023-08-07 20:26:07 +0000 UTCThink I'm having post concert depression. I watched the live stream of 3 days and now I'm just... sad. I'm not the person I was before the concerts. It wasn't like this when I was back from sugapore. There was hype and joy after the trip. Maybe because i know this time's really the end. And we won't see him as often soon. He's my source of comfort gonna miss seeing him and I know I'm just being childish and selfish but I really can't help it 😭
And seeing my art posts on twt get so little interaction is adding to the depression. I know its not entirely my fault but it feels like ppl don't like my art anymore. I share so much on twt cuz I feel like this fandom is getting smaller so I just wanna share the little happiness with the ppl who stay, as much as possible. But there's nothing I can do but keep doing what I do, draw and share.
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I feel you on this! I was already missing him and the tour on the Saturday, when we still had a whole show to go! I think seeing him breaking down the way he did on the last night just increased that feeling. I think we've only really seen him cry like that once before and that was only briefly (thank God). So this was A LOT. And honestly, I've set myself up for a fall here, but Yoongi is the reason I get through some days. I love all the boys, and especially together, but Yoongi just holds the most comfort and encouragement for me. So to know that we're going to be without him for a while, even if it's only a little while in the grand scheme of things, is really hard. And after seeing him so often with the album and the tour, and all the extras he's given us. I'm already missing him and he's not even gone yet! But the sooner they go the sooner they come back. That's what we have to remember! It's already less than a year until Jin comes back, hopefully the time will fly. And Tae and Jungkoook, and Namjoon, and Jin when he comes back will all keep us busy and on our toes until they're all back with us at last! And as for the fandom, I think twitters gradual demise has just spread the fandom out, and the solos got louder and more bold because they actually have things to shout about now (even if what they actually say is usually pure fiction). I wish there was some way I could help more, my reach on my (largely pointless) nsfw twitter account is zero, and my other account would probably not get you any good attention either. Hopefully something new will come along somehow, or elmo will sell twitter to someone who'll reverse most of what he's done and maybe it'll get better 🤞🤷♀️ (we're all allowed to have wishful thinking 😂)
WhisprJ
2023-08-20 21:43:29 +0000 UTCEnglish isnt my first language too so dw. Let's stay strong for him and for all of us, together. Its gonna hard but its gonna be over soon 🫂
Justt Gin
2023-08-11 19:51:32 +0000 UTCI usually passively scroll through your art (which I enjoy a lot btw), but I just want to comment on this post to thank you for being so vulnerable with us and also to tell you that I feel the same way! I've been an army for several years and I am also currently dealing with major changes in my life. Yoongi is my comfort person and to know that he won't be active until 2025 is hard. But I have faith that we will pull through and we can always stream his music when we miss him ❤️ Sorry english is not my first language, hopefully this made sense!
suga_latte
2023-08-10 17:34:16 +0000 UTC
